I'm the kind of person who you either love or hate, but nothing between.
Sometimes it's frustrating, but usally it gives more then takes.
I've been in a few auditions during these past two days.
And i have to say that it feels awesome when professional people who are the best in what they do, compliment you and literatully loves you!
I applied to this one musical school where many of my firends has been applying many times and haven't got into. I went there just thinking that damn, i have to try if i get it. And i was the first one trying and i sung and played the double bass. They just fell in love with me. That made me understand that mayde i must really be good in this thing what i do, wow.
There are so many places we have not yet seen.
So many people still to meet.
Like a boss.
Today i applied to a creative designer.
And i had to make something before the auditions, so i made a purse.
Where i designed my own print.
They liked my purse very much.
But the auditions lasted for 7 hours. It felt like hell. And during that 7 hours i realized that that school's not for me. All the ppl we're aweseome, but the teachers and the work that i'd have to do. And after that school i'd be a hobo without a work cuz all the designing and sowing is made in India nowadays, so that's not for me.
I tell myself that every day is a gift wrapped in tears and laughter.
Tonight we had a consert again and it felt good singing,
it hasn't felt this good in a long long time.
But now i have to start to train to Thursdays classical consert and for Saturdays Finnish Championship, music competition. Wish me luck!