Heartbeat Beat Beat Beat...

 Missing someone isn't about how long it has been since you've seen them or the amount of time since you've talked. It's about that very moment when you find yourself doing something and wishing they were right there by your side.

Tarkoititko: Tänään sain päättötodistuksen kuvataidekoulusta kymmenen vuoden opiskelun ansiosta.

Today I got an art school leaving certificate thanks to ten years of studying.

Next year i'll go back to the same school but i begin in advances studies.

I actually like it, but i'd maybe stopped the school years ago,

but because of my brother i didn't. He also studied in the same school. And this same certificate helped him alot in his studies, he got over 6 months forgiven in the next school where he went in.

And not only that, but i can do arts about anything that i just want. 

Only the sky is my limit and actually not even sky can be my limit.

Kirjoita tekstiä tai verkkosivuston osoite tai käännä asiakirja.

Peruuta

Alpha

What we do for ourselves dies with us.

What we do for others and the world remains and is immortal.

 There are some things one can only achieve by a deliberate leap in the opposite direction.

One has to go abroad in order to find the home one has lost.

You can't expect to be old & wise 

if you were never young & crazy.

I Really Miss You Summer

The days are passing by really fast, i don't even realize that in one month i will be enjoying the Summer holiday and i'll be packing by bags for short trip to Greece. 

That's what my Summer is going to be; Travelling, playing music, taking some sun, going to musical festivals and being on the beach with my love.

 If you can't find anything to live for, you best find something to die for.

Life is a wheel of fortune and it's my turn to spin it.

You decide every moment of every day who you are and what you believe in.

You get a second chance, every second.

You can spend minutes, hours,days, weeks or even months ever-analyzing a situatuon;

trying to put the pieces together, justifying what could've, would've happened...

or you can just leave the pieces on the floor and move on.

 There's someone, in somewhere, who loves you just the way you are.

 If you didn't hear it with your own ears or see it with your own eyes,

don't invent it with your small mind and share it with your big mouth.

i'm really waiting for the Eurovision Song Contest.

Who do you think will win this year? 

Just Feel the Music And Fuck What They Are Saying

Now, all my readers you have to congratulate me!

Me and my band won a silver medal from fiddler musicians Finnish Championships today.

We are really good!

And i'm so happy!

No matter what people think about me.

I'm a real musican, i have conserts, i do what i want, i'm freaking good in it what i do, all the schools'd want me to study in their school. 

And the fact is that all the shit talkers talk just cuz they are jealous. 

 So maybe i should just give you more something to talk in your small little circles.

At Monday i will get a grade point from visual basic education.

And when i have that certificate i get almost six months out of my next schools education.

 

Nesaldintos means none sugar; 

But unlike that, i'm full of sugar! 

You are :

My sugar rush

My cocaine bliss 

My illegal high

My perfect kiss.

 That's what i am...

Enjoy this moment,

for this moment 

is your life.

Tomorrow is the Mothersday so remember to tell your Mama how much you love them! 

I love my äiti more than anybody can even think about!

So this is for you my dear mama.

Nothing, just chilling, killing and being lovable.

I'm the kind of person who you either love or hate, but nothing between.

Sometimes it's frustrating, but usally it gives more then takes.

I've been in a few auditions during these past two days. 

And i have to say that it feels awesome when professional people who are the best in what they do, compliment you and literatully loves you!

I applied to this one musical school where many of my firends has been applying many times and haven't got into. I went there just thinking that damn, i have to try if i get it. And i was the first one trying and i sung and played the double bass. They just fell in love with me. That made me understand that mayde i must really be good in this thing what i do, wow. 

 There are so many places we have not yet seen.

So many people still to meet.

 Like a boss.

 Today i applied to a creative designer. 

And i had to make something before the auditions, so i made a purse.

Where i designed my own print.

They liked my purse very much.

 But the auditions lasted for 7 hours. It felt like hell. And during that 7 hours i realized that that school's not for me. All the ppl we're aweseome, but the teachers and the work that i'd have to do. And after that school i'd be a hobo without a work cuz all the designing and sowing is made in India nowadays, so that's not for me.

 I tell myself that every day is a gift wrapped in tears and laughter.

Tonight we had a consert again and it felt good singing, 

it hasn't felt this good in a long long time. 

But now i have to start to train to Thursdays classical consert and for Saturdays Finnish Championship, music competition. Wish me luck!

If you have never done it, it doesn't mean you can never try it.

I have made all kinds of things in my life, but still i can find alot of things i have never done or even consiered.

For example i have never been in an ice hockey match. I hate all kind of group sports where you have to play as a group. I've played basketball and i was actually good in it. But extreme sports are more of my type. I love skateboarding and snowboarding. Those are the sports that i do at regular intervals. But now i'm going to start pilates cuz my doctor told me to.

 

Many teenagers has to have a really cool smartphone. I hate that we live on the era of smart phones and stupid people. Everybody has to have an iPhone 4 or the newest nokia. Ofcourse it's nice to have everything in your pocket including the internet, twitter, facebook, blogger, angry birds. Everything, but i have a tablet and i love it. There i have everything, i can even turn my tablet into phone. But i think we should really use our common sense before buying these overprised phones just to look cool. 

Some things don't last forever, but some things do.

Like a good song, or a book, or a good memory you can take out and unfold in your darkes times,

pressing down on the corners and peering in close, hoping you still regonize the person you see there.

Life asked death,

"WHY DO PEOPLE LOVE ME BUT HATE YOU?"

death responded,

"BECAUSE YOU ARE A BEAUTIFUL LIE AND I AM A PAINFUL TRUTH."

 

I hate when people stare me when i'm eating.

So yesterday i did something that i'd never done before. 

I watched the first time in my life icehockey from TV. 

We had alot of food and we even had Finn flags on our cheeks so we would really get into the hockey mood. I have to admit, that i got bored during the first 15 minutes. But now i know little bit more about icehockey and myself; we don't belong together.

Labor Day!

 Klara Vappen! 

or Klada Vappen!

So this weekend we celebrate the Labor Day.

We went out eating with the girls at Memphis.

And of cousre we took a look at the night life.

All people were either slightly drunk or really drunk.

That's just Finland...

 Some people forget to taste their words,

before they spit them out.

Be careful with your words. 

Once they are said,

they can only be forgiven

not forgotten.

 Beauty isn't about having a pretty face,

it's about having a pretty mind, 

a pretty heart, and a pretty soul.

Live as if you were to die tomorrow.

Learn as if you were to live forever.

 Revenge? Nah,

I'm too lazy.

I'm gonna sit here and let karma fuck you up.

If you want  something in your life you've never had,

you'll have to do something

you've never done.

Trying to forget someone you love is like trying to remember someone you never met.

Trust yourself.

You know more than you think you do.

 

You'll meet two kinds of people in life:

 ones who build you up

 and ones who tear you down.

But in the end, you'll thank them both.

Life is short, live it.

Love is rare, grab it.

Anger is bad, dump it.

Fear is awful, face it.

Memories are sweet, cherish it.

It's too late to srart over. 

So just try to survive. 

Okey?

Lahti, Mediakulma. 

"If i find in myself desires which nothing in this world can satisfy,

the only logical explanation is htat i was made for another world."

-C.S. Lewis